too much of a good thing.

I have come to realize over this break that I'm very different from my parents. Counseling has really changed my thought process about life, and my new take doesn't seem to gel well with the dynamic around here. Most of the attitudes I had about life I got from my parents and growing up around here, so that would make a lot of sense, but I feel so guilty for saying that I don't like the way my parents think about things. I can't be here for long periods of time without feeling bad. I'm torn between loyalty to my parents and knowing that their way of thinking about things is not what's right for me. Ugh. I'm glad to head back to Farmville for a while tomorrow.